Fruitful Trip

I had a fruitful trip in BKK from 11-13 Oct, im so happy brought so many things and i love it so much... went bk to work on wednesday and im so dead sleepy but managed to complete wat i shld complete for the day.. hahaahah

Today on MC had sore throat and flu, doc say is virus infection.. hahaha anyway now feel better le... There goes my commission for the mth. OMG.

K la stop here le, i wanna rest liao. spend whole noon time sleeping.

Long time did nt update..

Have nt update my blog for a long time.. OMG. everything is doing fine for me !! Just bk from a few days leave again back to work.. but now looking for ward to my BKK trip from 11Oct -13Oct 09, even though is a short trip but i will still enjoy myself to the fullest, and eom there is another 2day 1nite trip.

Bro is at Burnei since 250909, hope he is doing fine, did nt rcvd his sms or call since Monday, hope he is doing fine.. He say the weather there is very hot over 33 degree and every hour they have water parade... Cant imagine drink so much of water at 1 go... He say nt to worry abt him will take care of himself...

Tuesday(290909) went for my medical check up at KK, went for ultrasound scan everything is ok, now on another new medication.. and next appt is on 12/11/09, thank god everything is fine.

That's all for now, shall update again..

Blogging Time

Finally is thursday and again weekend is cuming, again work OT again lei, sibei sian. today pay day and ACE team treat our fellow colleagues makan and guess wat is from Pizza Hut, yummy yummy. Tks Sha Sha for arranging everything.. Now im very hungry craving for cup noodles.

Emmm on 260809 he sms me and say " dont know where our relationship is heading, always miss each other and he say he is concern abt me,and he is confused wif her, but happy being with me and c how far v can proceed".. i really hope that things will work out fine for us . Praying hard day by day.. Am i kind of like selfish i myself also dun noe?? Im happy at tis present moment. I must get it rite tis time round. Elynn U can do it..

Ard 2plus i ask "Brown" wanna meet up, he ask me to wait till 4pm and he will let me noe but did nt reply me whether to meet or not , ok nvm abit piss already than 4plus he say he sleepy wanna go bk home already, than as usual la reply "ok lor" wat can i say i cant say anything ma feel like just substitude... than ard coming to 5.30pm he call me say " wan to meet someone,but dun noe that someone wan to meet anot" so i act blur lor say " u wanna meet than u meet la"(i noe is me la just act onli) indeed we did meet up we went roaming ard, talk la as usual, we talking abt wat 4D nbr to buy for sat and sun than head home..

Tired

sat and sunday has been working OT, tmr monday also gt OT 3days in a row can faint ar.. really very tired... lucky today dad and mum came n fetch me home... emm he callede yesterday and today chat awhile and hung up.. next mh is his birthday asked if he wans anything for his birthday he say he dun wan, anyway he will not be in SG as he will be at overseas as usual enjoying himself, emm nth much to say as im too tired wanna go slp already..

Go with the flow

Yesterday was on half day went out with him, we head to changi for lunch than buy toto, he buy so much lei, in the end kanna only $30 hahaha better than nth la... luck is shining already ya.. hahaha than after that we go roaming ard than went for coffee, talk n talk.. than he send me bk home.. i enjoy the afternoon, n i luv it . Anyway i told myself just go with the flow and see how it goes do nt put in much feeling if nt end up im the one hating myself to behave in tis way, so let it be tis way till how long it can maintain. Today friday so sian no mood to work even gt OT i cancel it but sat and sun hv to work till 3pm.. sad la weekend just burn like tt..

K la, that's all for the day, happy weekend to my friends out there... shall blog again

i wish im a person wif no heart

How i wish im a person with no heart, so i wont feel the pain and no feeling !! true tt i admit i love his accompany whenever with him but after telling me abit of the story i think is really IMPOSSIBLE... i nearly cry out and i silent for a while(he also notice the diff) . shit wat is happening to me, the previous elynn does nt behave in tis way, she used to be very strong headed and is a person who can just let go of wat has happened to her but nt tis time round, i really dun noe why i become so diff... In the 1st place i shld hv drift apart and i wont be feeling tis pain now, anyway is me who brought tis upon myself, should i just ignore him but i dun think i can do it.. i just hate myself for tis moment..

Pounding n Pounding

Is weekend.... friday after out went makan with "him,"at Changi, suppose to be ECP but he la on the phone with his colleague than overshot... had nasi lemak than head to changi beach.. nice evening after work and dinner, enjoy talking to "him" and his company. I wan more of this.. hehehe

2day sat work till 9pm, but still cant finish my work so many of accts to do lor.. can faint ar !! After work head to Bpp to meet my girlfriends, huiqing and jennifer for dinner at Cafe Cartel, than went NTUC for a while than head home.. now blogging lor. "He" called me but i missed his call cause low batt than i off my phone, by the time i on my phone than i noe he call, ask how is my day n work.. hahaha.. somehow just find that im a intruder.. anyway just take one step at a time ..