Cant imagine i spend nearly $200 for clothing again lol, total 2 tops,1 dress and 2 bottoms. then after shopping spree head to buy shoe, money has always nv been enough for me if i keep spending in this way, i just cant control hahah.
Today is already 29th, hoping for HIM to be back soon. i really having a mixed feeling for a quite sometimes, and i hv this problem with myself i cant bring myself to trust ppl, how do i know when and what he say is true.. is it abnormal for me to say how would i know is HE fooling around behind my back, no one noe nt even me.. maybe is because some friend ard me belong to that category and is giving me this phobia, i just wish to clear the air once and for all but i cant bring myself to do it, maybe i scare to know the outcome of the answer, but if i dun ask i will be the one suffering sooner or later i will sure explode. God pls guide me thru this and end this stupid issue soon...
:) i think is normal to have the feeling of not trusting, maybe because me and you have the same feeling~ As for me~ as i have been cheated by him more than once, so i cannot trust again~
ReplyDeleteAs for the answer you are waiting for~ I am not sure what is it~ but i guess to know the answer sooner will be better ba~ As you can prepare yourself well and face it~ To be back to normal life faster~
Wish you the best~
yap watever moon sd its true..
ReplyDeletesurely 1 dae u will hav to know the truth...
its better earlier than too late... hopefully its the opposite of your feeling & trust is to be earn...
all the best to u...