Blogging Time

Finally is thursday and again weekend is cuming, again work OT again lei, sibei sian. today pay day and ACE team treat our fellow colleagues makan and guess wat is from Pizza Hut, yummy yummy. Tks Sha Sha for arranging everything.. Now im very hungry craving for cup noodles.

Emmm on 260809 he sms me and say " dont know where our relationship is heading, always miss each other and he say he is concern abt me,and he is confused wif her, but happy being with me and c how far v can proceed".. i really hope that things will work out fine for us . Praying hard day by day.. Am i kind of like selfish i myself also dun noe?? Im happy at tis present moment. I must get it rite tis time round. Elynn U can do it..

Ard 2plus i ask "Brown" wanna meet up, he ask me to wait till 4pm and he will let me noe but did nt reply me whether to meet or not , ok nvm abit piss already than 4plus he say he sleepy wanna go bk home already, than as usual la reply "ok lor" wat can i say i cant say anything ma feel like just substitude... than ard coming to 5.30pm he call me say " wan to meet someone,but dun noe that someone wan to meet anot" so i act blur lor say " u wanna meet than u meet la"(i noe is me la just act onli) indeed we did meet up we went roaming ard, talk la as usual, we talking abt wat 4D nbr to buy for sat and sun than head home..

Tired

sat and sunday has been working OT, tmr monday also gt OT 3days in a row can faint ar.. really very tired... lucky today dad and mum came n fetch me home... emm he callede yesterday and today chat awhile and hung up.. next mh is his birthday asked if he wans anything for his birthday he say he dun wan, anyway he will not be in SG as he will be at overseas as usual enjoying himself, emm nth much to say as im too tired wanna go slp already..

Go with the flow

Yesterday was on half day went out with him, we head to changi for lunch than buy toto, he buy so much lei, in the end kanna only $30 hahaha better than nth la... luck is shining already ya.. hahaha than after that we go roaming ard than went for coffee, talk n talk.. than he send me bk home.. i enjoy the afternoon, n i luv it . Anyway i told myself just go with the flow and see how it goes do nt put in much feeling if nt end up im the one hating myself to behave in tis way, so let it be tis way till how long it can maintain. Today friday so sian no mood to work even gt OT i cancel it but sat and sun hv to work till 3pm.. sad la weekend just burn like tt..

K la, that's all for the day, happy weekend to my friends out there... shall blog again

i wish im a person wif no heart

How i wish im a person with no heart, so i wont feel the pain and no feeling !! true tt i admit i love his accompany whenever with him but after telling me abit of the story i think is really IMPOSSIBLE... i nearly cry out and i silent for a while(he also notice the diff) . shit wat is happening to me, the previous elynn does nt behave in tis way, she used to be very strong headed and is a person who can just let go of wat has happened to her but nt tis time round, i really dun noe why i become so diff... In the 1st place i shld hv drift apart and i wont be feeling tis pain now, anyway is me who brought tis upon myself, should i just ignore him but i dun think i can do it.. i just hate myself for tis moment..

Pounding n Pounding

Is weekend.... friday after out went makan with "him,"at Changi, suppose to be ECP but he la on the phone with his colleague than overshot... had nasi lemak than head to changi beach.. nice evening after work and dinner, enjoy talking to "him" and his company. I wan more of this.. hehehe

2day sat work till 9pm, but still cant finish my work so many of accts to do lor.. can faint ar !! After work head to Bpp to meet my girlfriends, huiqing and jennifer for dinner at Cafe Cartel, than went NTUC for a while than head home.. now blogging lor. "He" called me but i missed his call cause low batt than i off my phone, by the time i on my phone than i noe he call, ask how is my day n work.. hahaha.. somehow just find that im a intruder.. anyway just take one step at a time ..

Tuesday Bluezzz

Back to work after a long weekend... so sian and no mood lor.. as usual la, call and chase ppl for payment, stupid ppl call in and make arrangment but did nt pay i hate it !! tmr i will be having ahell of my time to chase those broken promise ... oops grumble abt work, shld nt be grumbling abt work since i hve been in collections line for coming 9yrs immune to it la, just need to vent out..

Now resting at home,doing nthing but updating my blog... actually suppose to meet a friend but did nt meet him la, keep giving excuses only(is me nt my frend hor). sorry . Keep going in to jetstar website to see gt cheap ticket ma lei, still the same price since i check last friday till today... give up ar... arghhhhh

Long weekend

I hv nt been blogging for a while, busy with work as starting of the mth, anyway dun talk abt work. Had a long weekend, friday was home after work, sat was also home till 4plus went to meet Cherie and Erica at Orchard, we had our dinner, window shop then head down to Orchard Central, even though all shops is nt fully open but we spot a shop and is call FRUIT PARADISE, i tell u guys the fruit tarts will make you drool there is so many type of tarts is so tempting, we had strawberry mont blant and mango tart, as compare we prefer mango tart cause the base is cheese cream... waiting for Erica to load the pics than can share with u guys,we chat and chat till 10plus than head home... today dun noe will go out for movie anot see how it goes later part of the day.

Let it be Let it be, im too tired for everything

3rd august till now did nt rcvd any email or call from him... i tell myself i must nv give in this time round . i really very tired of r/s matters, am i the one that is having the problem, r/s has NEVER been SMOOTH for me. Seriously need to think carefully whether should i step into any r/s from now on.. Hope miracle will happend for me and i will be very thankful.

Is Friday n weekend

So tired lor.. after work went to citilink new york new york to hv dinner, tks raymond for the dinner hehehe, i had cheesy chix nt bad la.. than head to starbucks for coffee, so nice meet up with erica and leon had a enjoyable and relax nite after work. I wan more of this.. lol k la i wan to go sleep liao..